Grrr, im so angry with myself. He makes me feel like such an idiot. When i know im not!!!! god, why is it that i am speechless around him, i could hardly move. I felt so stupid and embarrassed and i don't even no why!! all these questions and no answers... i wish i knew the answers and i wish i knew how to solve the problems. Im guessing and hopping that with experience will have more confidence and acquire more knowledge....